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Honey ..I'm Home!!!
Honey ..I'm Home!!! Will the owner of the faulty anchor please report to me ASAP! **Spanking will commence at midnight** If you think I am to blame for the last wanderlust..it wasn't me it was the owner of that anchor I asked for last time I was here. They will be dealt with..promptly. Gosh what was I thinking leaving the blog in p[ink tones..yuuuuuuuck! Yes this time I will try my best to appear regularly..hehe Mind you ..wickedeasy said i could get spanked if I disappear so...no promises So tell me what has the speculation on my absence been? I really would love to hear the theories and stories that may have sprung up from it..please do share with me..hehe Yup you were missed..all of you..*hugs* First a lil housecleaning..so to speak..tie up a few loose ends. A little over a year ago I made friends with a local blogger...After an intial meeting..I did not hear from him again for several months. I was not of his .."kind". Yes I am being polite and biting my tongue as I write this. Anyway,..he popped back into the picture, when he was in need of a friend to help him. I had no reason not to trust him..and given my circumstances at the time...I willingly allowed him into my home, so he would not be homeless. Long story condensed..this "friend"..not only betrayed my trust..amongst other things..he ended up stealing from me. Now I am not one to have valuables, in the normal sense of the word..the things that were taken were not of any monetary value..but of value priceless to me. Things that belonged to my mother...the only things that I had left of her. Along with those things..he had my cable /internet shut off with no warning..as I had tried to contact him many ways and several times to find out what happened to my possessions and when the transfer of cable/internet would take place. He refused to answer any message left for him. Yes he still has an account on this site. Rarely comes on it and has not blogged in a long time. I blame myself for believing and trusting this individual...and I am disappointed in him for taking advantage of the situation and for lining me up as an easy target. I feel sorry for him and I forgive him. I shall NEVER Forget though! Moving along... I am better than I had been before. I still have a great deal to deal with..and if the universe would just hold up a bit to let me catch up...yes I know..good luck with that Shy...lol I am now the eldest in my family. My grandmother passed away at the remarkable age of 95. My father is still alive, but, upon failing to show for his own mother's funeral..well..karma will judge him. I know people have choices and it is not up to me to decide what is right or wrong for anyone but myself. On a little brighter note..I crossed paths again with an acquaintance, and both of us being surprised or so I had thought, of the mutual attraction that happened and swept us both up in its grasp. I allowed my heart to step out from the shadows..and for a brief whirlwind of what I believe was as close to what I think love may be like..it was wonderful. As quickly as it began it unravelled just as quickly and suddenly. I cannot say for sure what happened..what ended it. As she refuses to speak to me and has all but disappeared from my life. Yes it was online..but we spoke on the phone every other night and were making plans for meeting in October..and possibly again in Dec..celebrating Christmas together with all of our . It still stings..but I am managing to come to terms with it..another lesson learned of life. I think I fared well all things considered. And I will go on a little wiser perhaps and knowing myself a little more than I used to. Funny thing is...I am really liking who I am..and how I am and there is still so much more to come..I sure the hell am not finished yet. Besides..I have yet to do the blogging road trip I thought of so long ago..hehe Criss-crossing across North America in a motor home thingy... meeting all the bloggers..near and dear and ..deviant..LOL Ooooh maybe make a documentary of my journeys...and experiences...lol It be wicked cool I think *hugs* if you need them ...ciao |
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8/11/2009 4:50 am |
I'm glad to see you here again, and I hope that your future adventures are happier. AND THE WINNER IS ~~~~ [post 2692868]
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WB Shy!.....it's so good to see you back among us Hope this means you'll be back to writing more of your stories, you've been missed by you faithful readers....including myself. I do hope that you and the haloed one will work together on another story.
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8/12/2009 1:53 pm |
Life is definitely interesting if nothing else; full of the good, the bad and then just plain everyday stuff. I agree with Stryder, that one phrase really leaped out and it is just so cool to hear. H.
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big paddle or horse crop grrrrrrrrrrrrr. ((((good to see you sis)))) You cannot conceive the many without the one.
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Welcome back to blogland. Sorry that things hadn't been going to well but hopefully things will improve for you now. Take care of yourself. Linda xxx
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8/16/2009 8:57 pm |
I'm sorry for the aching heart and betrayals dear Shy...but so very pleased to hear you are happy in yourself...I'm so happy to see you back, my friend. tight hugs, ce "All you'll get from strangers is surface pleasantry or indifference. Only someone who loves you will criticize you." - Judith Crist, crack film critic
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Shy, sorry to hear of the things that have happened, however it looks like a newer confident you has come out it all. Most of all I truly emphathize with you on the parent's belongings walking as they did. That does hurt I know. Well when you're in the bottom of the barrel there is only up left. Take care.
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