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Letters and Messsages
Letters and Messsages Naked Truth And Brutal Honesty an article by Rachael Jaime Hi Friends! I recently had a new acquaintance from Vision Personals, who is a reserved gentleman ( I like these type of guys)that wrote me. Out of character for him he asked me two questions of a sexual nature, even apologizing beforehand as a qualifier of his moral nature. This is what he asked me....(sic, and edited to protect privacy) Rachael,<b> naughty but nice.</font></b>I Said i would not ask anything at this time sexual, but you have my curisity going now,In your profile you have a list of your erogenous zones ,but your breast are not included why ? You also said that you are a virgin, but in your lesbian relationships where toys used and if so how was it, just curious.Hope this will not affend you. Keep smiling. OK? This was my reply. He has not written since and I wonder if somehow the brutal honesty offended him? I know there is Waaaay too much detail in answering his questions but I like to write when inspired by the Muses and it was aimed at entertainment values as well as confession. So I will share my response to his questions with all of you and perhaps you might send your point of view if you think I exceeded some social boundaries. If you have read my profile then you already know I am a novice in social endeavors and inexperienced. My "confessions" Hi. I have tried to write u back three times. Each time it wiped off before I could finish and disappeared. Pissed me off, too as they were long letters. I will try again. 1st your question bout my penetration. Yes, of course girls play with rubber dicks. I never meant to imply I have not been "opened back there". But no man has ever had his dick in me that way. So, by strict definition I am still a virgin. So far. I met someone recently on Vision Personals who is a gentleman such as you are. We have been on only one date and I was swept off my feet by the way he kissed me. He found the Achille's heel I will tell you about when I answer your next question. I was literally begging him to fuck me. But, being a gentleman, he would not take advantage of me and wanted to take things slow. I was grateful later. Yes about the toys. There is only two places to penetrate a girl like me..3 on the Gennies (generic girls). I don't need a strap-on for them. Guess that is why I have found it easy to get girls. Especially the bi-curious. They can explore their fantasy w/o cheating their heterosexual ideals, so-to-speak. Goes the other way too. Straight men can have the same safety exploring their curiosity w/o taking a hit to their orientation as well. I'm just a "chick with a dick" to paraphrase the pornographers. 2nd: I did not mention my boobs as an erogenous zone because they are my Achilles heel and I don't want to let it out casually that playing with them turns me on. In fact anyone who manages to get their hands on them, and if they fondle them in a sensuous way, it VERY quickly causes me to abandon my inhibitions before I realize it. I discovered this as a surprise early in my transition period. I was young and went to a party with a girlfriend. I went to the kitchen to get refills on our drinks. The kitchen was packed so I found a side door and went through. It led to a long, dimly lit hallway that eventually would make a few turns to get back to the party. I heard approaching footsteps behind me and turned, startled. It was a guy from the party who had been watching me and my g-friend. We even giggled about it. He pinned me up against the wall with his hands flat on the wall and an arm on each side of me. I was trapped with a glass in each of My hands. He said "I heard you were a shemale and I didn't beleive it". I said "Let me go, please?" He said "Just wanna see if these are real!" It was summer and I was wearing a spagetti strapped t-top that just covered my nipples and a short jean skirt and a thong. I turned to duck under one of his arms to get away. But he quickly and expertly popped my titties out and had one in each hand before I had moved two inches. I stood up and stiffened against the wall in disbelief as he he began to squeeze and tug on my nipples, rolling them between his index finger and thumb, then massaging my boobs. I asked him in an alarmed voice to please stop and let me go. I was still holding the glasses and my knees were shaking. But instead he began to suck on them as he played. My shoulders slumped and all I could do was utter a little "Oh, please?" He slipped one arm around my waist and pulled me hard toward him the whole time kissing my boobs and sucking and pinching my nipples. Then he kissed me and I dropped the glasses on the carpet. I could feel his cock getting real hard against my thigh. I tried to push him away but only managed to get my hands flat on his chest in a weak show of resistance as my body began to betray me. I remember how my blood began to run hot as he worked on my boobs and nipples while kisdsing me again. I found myself kissing him back and before I knew it my hand was seeking out his hard cock pressing against me. I felt it through his Levi's and it jumped! I Had never had one in my hand before...or anyplace. I was slightly conscious of what I was doing but it made me fill with desire so quickly my passion ruled my head. He put his tongue in my mouth and I was aware of my hands seeking out the fly on his Levi's as trance like I freed his enormous cock. He breathed into my ear "Oh, God Baby". Next thing I knew I was on my knees tugging his pants and boxers off him to suck his dick. I went wild on the guy living out my long held in passion. He let me. He came so hard the first load hit the ceiling and most of the next slattered in my hair before I could get my lips back around it. Then I found myself sexily coaxing all I could swallow till he was just a quivering wreck. I stood up and looked at him ashamed of myself. I turned and walked away, stuffing my titties back into my top. When I found my girlfriend she asked what happened? She noticed the cum in my hair and reached for me as I began to cry. We left the party. That was 23 years ago and I just recently decided to get out and open my female passion again to men. That was why I was so grateful my first date was with a gentleman. There are so many ruthless cocks on Vision Personals it seems. Anyone else would have taken advantage of me. I think he recognized that my condition was not my usual disposition. Like one minute I am shy and nervous, the next I am pulling his cock out and blowing him then begging him to fuck me. I hate that happens to me and I loose my self control. Maybe with experience I will learn to reign it in. So if fate works out that we ever meet, go easy on me would ya? -Rachael |
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