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i sing the body electric.....
i sing the body electric..... i've had a very relaxing weekend. but today when i woke up i was so horny that i was squirming. i am in the midst of a personal maelstrom and i am trying to pick and choose what parts of my life i pay attention to in order to minimize my stress and be able to really concentrate on that which needs my focus. but the body..........the body does not listen...it has its own agenda....and it needs release...and not by me.....i need to feel the lash and fly......i need to growl and see colors and not know where i am....i need to be outside of myself........for a while......to be freed i remember a time when i was working on a and moving the energy down through her legs. she started sobbing and i stopped and kept the hold but did not increase pressure or move my hands. when she was young, her father beat her. on her thighs so it wouldn't show. she had repressed this abuse but the body remembers. and the body memory led her to her own memories which i hope led to some healing.... i talked bout fucking vs. making love recently and in some ways this ties in with where i am today. i could use a good fuck...just the physical release...but i think that in order to heal, i need to fly with love...to share that most intimate of moments with someone who holds me in their heart. energy moves best when the heart and the soul and the body are as one. guess i'll just have to be squirmy for a while longer. aside: the trees are peaking here and during my walking meditation, i was reminded of how trees seem to play an integral part in my life. have you ever flown a birch? You cannot conceive the many without the one. |
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Oddly enough, the raging horniness that seemed to plague me all summer seems to have mostly disappeared...altho I did have a dream this morning where I was with two men who were jerking off I don't know if it is the season change, or that I have been exercising more (too tired to be horny?) or the busy time at work right now. Anyway - hope you have found a suitable outlet by now
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10/21/2007 3:00 pm |
I do my best meditating on the golf course or in a fishing boat. I can relate to what your body is needing right now .... oh, how I can relate!
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10/21/2007 3:41 pm |
On those walks, if ya happen to want to try clearing thoughts that plaque ya could try the scanning from side to side of the eyes with little or no head movement. does a excellent adjustment for logical debriefing without assistance. MH&M
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I've fallen out of pines, maples, an oak and a butternut.
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WE, I completely relate to the feeling of need...the need for release, but the intrinsic need for so much more. I get releases but they don't give me the things I need the most. If it makes you feel any better about being loved, I love you. (Yeah, yeah...I know it's not the same, but just wanted you to know I'm sending you a big squeeze.) I don't ride trees...but give me a good broom....LOL I'm practicing for the next Quiddich match.
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10/22/2007 9:09 am |
I want to go on record as saying, "It does not mean I was wrong about anything. It just means I've recognized that there's another possibility for intensity that I had not experienced until now... Making love with my heart open with the knowledge of what it takes to make me fly." Hope you get some love-ly flying soon!
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we...sometimes you mention things that ...throw me back...best way to describe it...the woman you were working on...the thighs... sorry
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11/5/2007 2:10 am |
I rode a bitch for 7 years and never again. ;-]) "energy moves best when the heart and the soul and the body are as one." Amen. These days love is in short supply Oui. With all our needs for power, careers, contracts, flash, money, guarantees, technologies we have become isolated into our "selves." Love has become a far away dream. But love is the bridge between us, the "lubrication" of life without which we burn and go mad - witness the USA today. They told me that the sun turned green I said I didn't know They told me that the moon turned blue I said it didn't show They told me that I looked a fool I said I'd let that go But when they told me that love was dead I had to turn and go Oh love love love where did you go? (Hot Summer Day - David & Linda LaFlame) Love to you Oui ... Panthiest
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