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do i dare to eat a peach?
do i dare to eat a peach? I realized something last night.... The fact that I go so far out, that i fly when i make love is part of why I FEEL the way I do..but it also means I feel everything else that way - to the same depth and to the same height. When it is something wonderful, then it is joyous and while it is overwhelming, it is also still joyous. But when it is fear or pain it is just as overwhelming but in a negative way. and when it is fear for my ....that is so hard for me as a mom.... it shatters me. i cannot bear it........and i shatter. in a deep, primal sense I can feel my and his fear, FEEL him and FEEL it and it is like being caught in a trap with no way out....hunted and trapped and ready to chew your leg off it will set you free....It is mind altering in its force. I am connected in those moments in a way I am not connected most times....open and accessible to anything, everything...to the essence of someone else or something else. so....................do i dare to eat a peach? You cannot conceive the many without the one. |
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11/11/2007 12:32 pm |
Well if your any thing like me, just don't have anyone in mind if ya are nibbling into that peach. It can be earth shattering if they connect. And some times not in a nice way, or should i say not quite what was wanted or expected. I don't fall from grace often but when i do I shorten the leash abruptly. MH&M Enjoy
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11/11/2007 4:19 pm |
go ahead, eat the peach and enjoy whatever it brings... Not all who wander are lost.
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to savor ...to look at it...to cut it ...slice it...any way you want to...do it...embrace it...hug it...feels it...now look what you have done...you rubbed all the fuzzy from it....
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11/12/2007 7:27 pm |
eat the peach and let its juices run freely down your mouth. Your son is of you and you are his only mother it is only normal for you to be connected to him.
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Peaches and cream, A true taste delight; So good on your tongue That them buds'll take flight. Solar...
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