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what have i done???????????????
what have i done??????????????? have you ever: passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww? had to spit out food at a dinner party? screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot? found something you thought you lost years ago? had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive? just cried because if felt right? laughed so hard you peed your pants? gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up? set your farts on fire? seen someone give birth? stood witness to someone who was passing over? been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in? been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe? said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend? worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD? picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field? woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming? stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street? have you? what have you done that you think no one else has done? or what have you done that you think everyone should do, at least once? You cannot conceive the many without the one. |
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passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww? Yes mostly because the guy couldn't kiss well had to spit out food at a dinner party? A couple times screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot? Not usually as I say what I mean found something you thought you lost years ago? Oh yeah this happens to me all the time. I swear I think my house has a time stream had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive? Yes I have. Sometimes you don't know if its a blessing or a curse either. just cried because if felt right? Yeah I need to watch those water works laughed so hard you peed your pants? Thankfully No! gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up? Yes I have and I ended up in Sacramento. That was a rough time of my life set your farts on fire? Thankfully No seen someone give birth? Nope stood witness to someone who was passing over? Yes at the age of 8 I watched over my grandmother as she passed over been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in? Yup been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe? Oh yes! said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend? Not really worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD? Occassionally picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field? Yes I have woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming? Sometimes I wonder if I live more in a dream world than the real world stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street? Yes and no. I kind of had an epiphany when I woke up out of my walking coma from my car accident ~It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved! Be Good to those around you! Blade
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8/25/2006 9:26 pm |
passionately kissed someone and then thought - ewwwwwwwwwwww? Yes, and it wasn't pretty ... I thought my tongue was numb. had to spit out food at a dinner party? Yes, thank goodness for the napkins and a good ol cough! *coughs* screamed no and meant don't stop you idiot? Yes as recently as yesterday ... I can talk through windows at cars now. I learn this in NYC found something you thought you lost years ago? Yes, and I get all "goosebumps" when I do run across those lost items. had someone tell you that you were the reason they were still alive? Yes, having talked to several people who wanted to commit suicide, and then pulling them back to the living, getting them help and knowing they are gonna make it, feels as good the first time as it does every time after just cried because if felt right? Yes, ... I'm such a tender baby, at heart laughed so hard you peed your pants? I think this happen when I was younger, but it's a "black out" period gone on a trip with no plans, no schedule, no idea where you would end up? Yes ... and some of the best trips resulted from it Next time, I'm being blindfolded and throwing darts on the map set your farts on fire? NO, but I've watched my cousins do it .... freakin' funny! seen someone give birth? Yes, worked para and labor & delivery, babies are awesome! stood witness to someone who was passing over? Yes, my first time, I was 6yrs old, the first girl of the 5th generation. My "little great granny", at 14 my great granny, then my grand mother, then my mom. Now, just me ... been hurt so badly that you created another world to live in? Yes, had I not ... I probably wouldn't be alive now. It's called survival in my world. been loved so deeply and so well that you can't talk, can't even breathe? Yes, and the instant I knew it ... I cried joyful tears said hello to a perfect stranger and made a friend? Yes ... I enjoy folks with smiles ... this is Vision Personals, right? worn something and thought, dayum, i look GOOD? Yes, Did that a few weeks back ... even got a compliment from a 9yr old girl about my outfit ... oK, so maybe not so good picked strawberries, or apples, or corn or tomatoes and eaten them standing right there in the field? Yes, took the salt shaker to the garden and ate tomatoes ... pulled green onions ... black berries, mulberries ... shoot, I'm a garden variety girl woken up and wondered if you were still dreaming? OH, this did happen ... and I'll have to talk about it another time, I'm still trying to figure it out. stopped short, and had an epiphany, right there in the middle of a crowded street? Not exactly ... but the light bulb comes on now and again ... without warning, I might add. have you? I probably haven't yet, but the options are open what have you done that you think no one else has done? or what have you done that you think everyone should do, at least once? That's a good question, considering the vast numbers of people that seem to have some connection to the paths I've traveled in life. So, I think that would be considered, somewhat "normal". At least once, I think everyone should "take a leap of faith", walk into the water past the knees, reach out and grab a handfull of life and enjoy the flavor ... and love themselves, for who they are. I'm so ready for Autumn ... maybe this hurricane will pick me up and carry me away ...... here I come, never never land! warm huggies 2ya Happy to see ya back to your "normal" beautiful self.
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8/29/2006 4:44 am |
Still giggling will have to answer this later...Teeheehee @ cuummdrop
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wickedeasy, you previously responded with the following: i like that time stream idea - maybe that's where all the missing socks are you were in a coma? do you remember any of it? at 8 - wow - i think the first time i witnessed death i was about 14 was it frightening or okay? thanks for answering and btw - you look dayum good in that outfit hugs Sorry, I didn't see your answers until Now. Yes I was in what doctors call a walking coma. My body was functioning and going on its normal routine but my brain/consciousness wasn't really there. I remember small bits an pieces of the 6 months that I was in a walking coma. There are still a lot of things that I don't remember though and that gets very frustrating sometimes. It was kind of frightenting to me only because I had to sit there and watch her die. I understood though that it was part of the natural cycle so I got through it because of knowing that. Thanks for the compliment and ~It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved! Be Good to those around you! Blade
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