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for sidechickneeded......grins
for sidechickneeded......grins i stood at the entrance to the restaurant, my heart pounding, and wondered for the millionth time why i was doing this...........my nitrous morning serving only to increase my trepidation. the sounds altered as my anxiety increased. and i wondered if i would know if the site melted away.........if i would still be here ..... a song ran through my mind....."deeply fallen, silents shrouds of snow" and i stood straighter, scanning the room. i assumed i would know him anywhere...but perhaps time and distance, and pain would make a redo invalid....a smile at this stray thought....our love...our dilapidated lust.... okay...this ain't no salad.....no choices here...and i moved into the room. he was at the bar...and yes, i knew him. he turned to the door and saw me and i could see the ManMath take over........a calculated appraisal. 2x2, 4x24..and the words i kept close to my heart and wanted to share with you, have fallen away, now laying upon the floor in the dirt and desire. i hesitate again and he stands, smiling, willing me forward. the soft folds and creases of adventure are momentarily frozen before me, defying time, suggesting the possibilities of pleasure that lies ahead, and then like a bubble popping, everything starts again……… i walk quickly now, crossing the crowded restaurant as the sun disappeared into the end of our worldand the soft light of the bar lit him from behind,his face in shadow....a past returned..or a future...waiting. to be continued..........grins You cannot conceive the many without the one. |
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7/14/2007 8:30 pm |
The "Never-Ending Story?" Hi Oui! Just had to check in and see what you're up to. I posted a response in my blog to your post "To turn lead into gold..." P.S. My Mom (from Quincy, now gone beyond) and you share the same "given" name.
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...well done wicked...*hugs*
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Clearly a chimera of a post ..... or there was something in the coffee! warm xx
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I sat in the this darkness, eyes locked on every word, laughing so hard, wanting to call out your name and tell you how crazy you are dear....but still, a fantastic job given the fact that all those thoughts were formed over months and you were able to connect these dots and in doing so you made my night WE, thanks. Rob “I am not a teacher, but an awakener” Robert Frost
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you did a great job dear, thanks for being such a great sport. Rob “I am not a teacher, but an awakener” Robert Frost
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7/18/2007 7:56 pm |
That is an amazing piece of writing - I really enjoyed it! and sidechickneeded is lucky to have you write something so powerful for him. 1369jazzy
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