March 17, 2024.
Hello friends,
In Pic of the Day 136, the one prior to today's, I mentioned feeling a bit of guilt because in previous posts, unintentionally perhaps, I may have underestimated Diego, the professional photographer from Pamplona for whom I was posing and occasionally having sex with over a period of nearly 10 years. That's why this Pic of the Day is once again dedicated to him.
Writing an autobiographical blog is helping me to understand myself better. Looking back from a distance, with the life experience and maturity I have now, I see things I did when I was young, impulsive, and inexperienced, and I'm trying to redeem myself for some of the things that weren't quite right. I'm not talking about anything related to sex being done wrong, because out of the many and varied things I've done, I don't regret any (except for cheating on my husband with Gonzalo, but I've already talked about that and my husband forgave me wholeheartedly, so it's something that no longer pains me).
I've never wanted to intentionally harm anyone because from a very young age, I've known what pain and frustration feel like, and I don't want that for others. But sometimes I've behaved unfairly towards someone without realizing it at the time, and yes, that fills me with guilt, it makes me feel bad, even if decades have passed. One of those cases is Diego's, and although he doesn't know, and probably will never know, that I'm writing this blog and talking about him, I want to express that I wasn't always fair in my behavior towards him at the time, and later in talking about him in this Blog. That's why I want to rehabilitate the image I've portrayed of him as a person and as a professional photographer.
When Diego was around 40, he was going through a rough patch personally and consequently professionally, spiraling into negativity that could lead to depression and worse. So, a friend of his decided to help him and reignite his interest in life and his profession as an advertising photographer. I was 26 at the time, and that friend of Diego's was the lawyer whom I have been his kept mistress for seven months four years prior, José Manuel, whom I've mentioned numerous times in this Blog. There's a whole series of chapters dedicated to our relationship titled "…. My Glorious Year…," along with others where I discuss "a very peculiar contract signing," which happens to be a contract of mine as a photo-model for Diego.
José Manuel asked me to help Diego in a similar way to how I helped him four years earlier, which meant agreeing to pose for him as a model but also treating him affectionately, getting close to him, and helping him rediscover the joy of life. José Manuel knew me very well (and still does), and he knew that I was a sweet, affectionate, kind girl, eager to please others, and that I had no inhibitions when it came to sexual matters, as sex for me is natural, straightforward, uncomplicated, which is what Diego needed at that moment: a model to boost his career and "no strings attached" intimacy with a girl to regain his zest for life, as Diego had suffered a very harsh romantic disappointment.
Well, I had been married to Dan for almost four years, and I had been Francis's lover for the same amount of time in a ménage à trois relationship with my husband. Additionally, I was Francis's model for painting and drawing, although he also did some photography related to the paintings he made. Besides, I had my job as a senior technician at the electricity company, and I had already started my doctoral studies in the afternoons. So, between my three jobs—technician, doctoral student, and Francis's model—plus all the sex I was having with Dan and Francis almost daily, and with both of them together in our weekly MFM threesome, I had hardly any free time and led a fairly stressful life (please don't laugh 😊, it was stressful! ). Moreover, my job at the electricity company involved frequent trips to Madrid (yes, those where after work, I'd flirt and have sex with strangers in the hotel, and also with some old acquaintances).
Well, the thing is, I told José Manuel that I couldn't help Diego because there weren't enough hours in the day. Besides, Diego's photography studio was in Pamplona, more than two hours away by car from where I lived, and I would have to go there frequently to spend two or three consecutive days, which is the minimum for a professional photo shoot to be done properly. Then, José Manuel pleaded with me because of the friendship between us and the things we had done together. He told me he was certain that I was the only person who could help Diego. He praised Diego's virtues, but above all, he told me that Diego was a very good person, a good guy, who had been treated very unfairly.
Additionally, José Manuel guaranteed me personally that the contract as an advertising model would have unbeatable conditions, he said "amazing conditions," in a way that neither I nor anyone in their right mind could refuse to sign it. I accepted because I owe José Manuel many favors, and because I was his friend, although I admit that the "conditions" were "more than amazing," and although they didn't influence my decision to accept... no one turns down a sweet deal.
It was during the process of managing and signing that contract when the surprising, funny, and very erotic events that I narrate in the aforementioned posts took place. Additionally, it led to José Manuel and I resuming occasional sexual encounters.
So, at 26 years old, I had four jobs: working at the electricity company in the mornings, studying for my doctorate in the afternoons, modeling for Francis's paintings in the evenings and weekends, and now as a promotional model for Diego (a euphemism for nude and erotic photography; Diego didn't do porn), for which I would have to make an effort to find three free days occasionally to go to Pamplona.
Furthermore, I found myself in stable sexual relationships with five really passionate men: with my husband at home almost daily; with Francis in his studio every other day where I sometimes stayed overnight, and the Friday threesomes with them, as I mentioned earlier; living with Diego for three days every two or three weeks in Pamplona; and once or twice a month with José Manuel, at times a quickie in his office or sometimes spending the night together in a hotel... aside from my four or five occasional flings per year during my trips to Madrid. But... I said five guys, and I've only mentioned four by name here... that's because the fifth one is Paco, who had been calling me for sex a couple of times every summer for the past three years.
I admit that what I enjoy most in life is sex, but at my age now, I can't understand how I could endure and manage that frenetic pace. Blessed youth! How quickly it passes! As someone once said, "youth is a disease that is cured with age," but for me, it could have remained a chronic illness, and I wouldn't have complained 😊
Indeed, Diego is an excellent person, and he has proven this to me on many occasions, as I will continue to narrate in subsequent Pics of the Day (and in the post that I still need to write about the contract signing). But for now, I'll share with you two examples of photos he took of me, which alone demonstrate what a good photographer he is. Keep in mind that these are photos he rejected due to some flaw and couldn't be used professionally; the main photo appeared in the Post 50 I think, but in a low-resolution format.
Wishing you all an excellent start to the week.
A kiss
Aura
84 comments
Small tits are cute too
Aura
Me gusta la naturalidad con la que hablas de que eras una “acompañante “ de lujo y cuando lo cuentas parece lo mas normal del mundo. No solo eres una preciosidad y una putita deliciosa sino que ademas eres muy inteligente, una mezcla explosiva, pero tu eres asi explosiva 👍🏻💥🔥Lo que tienes que contar un dia es como Y cuando Lalo supo que lo eras,y no me refiero a explosiva sino a lo otro, ya me entindes.
Besos muy indecentes
N
Muchas mujeres tenemos esa fantasía, lo que sucede es que pocas nos atrevemos a hacerla real, y yo lo he hecho y no hay nada malo en ello. Cuando uno va a un concierto, o a un partido de fútbol lo hace para divertirse y para ello paga una entrada, así que no se porque hay ese pudor a pagar por "otras formas de diversión". De todas formas, excepto en la época de Lalo, el resto de las pocas veces que lo he hecho ha sido por la diversión y el morbo, como con José Manuel, Paco, Diego, Bill, e Ignacio y unos pocos tipos más; aunque lo de JM fue diferente, pero empezamos así. Sin embargo contigo nunca lo ha hecho, te gustaría?
Besos
Aura
@Mibelayze
Por supuesto, espero poder estar a la altura de tus exigencias 😃 pero igual no voy a poder alcanzarlas 😉
@RotsenOgimautb
Te acabas de comprar un cochazo eléctrico que no se si habrá potencia en la subestación de tu barrio para que puedas cargarlo, así que "tú si puedes" Pero para los viejos amigos como tu hay una reducción del 100% en la tarifa... en la eléctrica me refiero. Y recuerda que yo trabajaba en la compañía que te envía la electricidad... y las facturas, a casa
Besos
Aura
@Mibelayze
Ya te compensaré con creces por ese descuento del 100% que me haces JAJAJA
Besotes! N
Nice
Aura
The lady from the pic of the day needs the dick of the day!
The Cock of the Day will be always welcome 😃
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Love ❤️ your pictures you look amazing 😘😍
I am flattered! Thank you for the compliments
Kiss
Aura
Your stunning!
Aura
Hot dam i love that sexy bush
Thanks for the compliments!
Kiss
Aura
You got me starting already. You look beautiful.
Aura
Beautiful screen saver.I.
Really? I am flattered! Thank you
Kiss
Aura
My dear Aura. Your life get more and more confusing. I don’t know how you can remember all the people and things you did with each other.
You mention the guilt you feel about being unfair to a friend. I have never felt guilt for anything I have done sexually. I have had a relationship with someone where she thought she was the only person I was seeing. When she found out I was seeing others she got upset but I met her at a club where swingers met and she was seeing someone else.
Your photos are very atmospheric. Diego captures your sensuality in both. The great use of light and shade adds to the mystery. You are very beautiful in both.
Kisses 💋💋💋Tom x
Hi Tom,
Why my life seems confusing to you? As you know, since I was very young, I've kept intimate diaries in which I meticulously record "each and every one of my erotic experiences", all of them, even what I do with my husband. I don't keep diaries of other aspects of my life, only those related to sex, so I already have the 'skeleton' of many potential posts there, and there's nothing I could have forgotten, nothing. However, some adventures are more detailed than others in the diaries, depending on the time and desire I had to write that night or the following day.
Regarding the photos, I have files with thousands of them, literally many thousands, and hundreds of videos from which I sometimes take screenshots. The photos are not as organized as the diaries, and they are not always classified by dates, so I have to rely on my memory to place them in the corresponding adventure, and sometimes I've been mistaken.
Why do I go through all this trouble? Well, because I have the time, and it's like writing my own 'erotic biography,' and also, by retouching and improving the photos, I have higher-quality files and memories, and I like that; I like to remember and relive my life, especially the erotic part, and as I'm an unrepentant exhibitionist, I like to tell and show it to my readers, I love sharing it with you.
Finally I don't feel any guilt for any sex mischief I did but at times I have behave inadvertently in an unfair ways with some people, as in the case of Diego that I have underrated him is past posts; I am trying to solve it now
A kiss,
Aura
@Mibelayze I am so glad you kept intimate diaries and photos. I love to read of your life and loves. You are an incredibly erotic and sensual woman and I am glad that through this site I have been able to share those experiences. Love and kisses Tom 💋💋💋
Sexy hot mmmm
Thank you
Kiss
Aura
Absolutely gorgeous
Aura
Wonderful lighting! It took me years to realize photography is mostly about the intimacy of light on the subject matter. It might seem like such an obvious thing to a photographer, but nonetheless, it still took me till the maturity of my years to realize this.
Thank you for the compliments, but remember that Diego was a professional photographer with a professional photo-studio and equipment. Judging for the photos in your blog you master the light in the photos. You are right, the main interest of the photographers I posed for was in the control of the light
@Mibelayze I take most of mine as the sun is rising through a large window in my bedroom. The room is still dark, but the sunlight illuminates my body.
Gracias por todo Princesa.
Muchas gracias a ti por mucho más, aunque ya sea muy madura, ¿sigo siendo tu yegua favorita?
Un beso
Aura
@Mibelayze
Siempre lo seras aunque te hayas hecho quitar la marca de tu grupa.
@SurNavar
Pero si cuando estamos juntos tú siempre me la vuelves a pintar!
La verdad, a veces me arrepiento de habermela hecho quitar, ya lo sabes
Un beso
Aura
@Mibelayze
Si tu quieres, y a Dan le parece bien, le pido a Ernesto que te vuelva a marcar (lo digo de broma, ¿o no?) por lo que se él sigue teniendo el hierro de marcar preparado y lo hace a cambio de lo e siempre: !montar a la yegua que acaba de marcar!
@SurNavar
Bueno, si es la única manera de que me monte Ernesto... No te pongas celoso, tú me mandaste donde a el a que me marcara y ya sabías lo que pedía Ernesto a cambio de marcar "yeguas"
@Mibelayze
Bueno, al menos te has tirado a un torero, agradécemelo
Breathtaking Aura! G xxxx
Thank you G 😘💋
....Thanks for sharing. A lovely gift for all
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Thank you Nick 💋😘
Your such an amazing woman 😘😘😘
Thank you for the compliments Rob 💋😘
@Mibelayze your very welcome 😊😘
I'll never complain about the lack of time I have...
Thanks, for putting things into perspective. 😲😂💕
As I writing about Francis in the regular Posts I think using the Pics of the day to talk about that happened in parallel could be a good idea… for the few of you following the thread 😘💋 Thank you Paul
Yeeeees from what I understand now you're not given Diego full right I don't talk about sexual things but your job as a model with him... because in this time you've list of jobs and relationships and your trips... and the contract with jose Manuel in this time.. and paco Absolutely.. And Diego's job in trouble And he is amazing photographer... yes lol 😂 perfect Admition in this time.. wonderful pics from him
Well my life was a caos, a mess, but I had a lot of sex, only in Lalo”s time working in the Club I had more sex 😘💋
@Mibelayze yeees and I'm see it in the Lalo parts..the life and the club kiss 💋💋
All I know is that when I see you I see a very beautiful and sexy woman and they were rejected? I have enjoyed reading about you, and it looks like I have a lot of catching up to do. I have a question where it says posts by Aura from my private diary you talked about the sexual adventures in your life, illustrated photos, and videos when possible. Has your life changed as you've gotten older and what is different about it?
Hi, welcome to my Blog
I hope you enjoy reading about the experiences I share here, often accompanied by photos whenever possible (you also have over 40 short videos on my profile in the dating section). Of course, I will answer with pleasure all the questions and doubts you have about my erotic life.
Indeed, since a very young age, I've kept intimate diaries where I jot down 'all' my erotic experiences, which along with the numerous photos taken throughout my life, makes my memories very vivid.
As for your question, well, yes, I have changed over time, I've matured and learned, and now I realize that life is very short and time passes too quickly. That's why I want to make the most of my time and I'm increasingly interested in the emotional connection with my lovers rather than purely 'physical' sensations, if you know what I mean. I want to enjoy 'quality moments' with men I feel something for, and I hardly ever have sex with strangers I've flirted with in a pub or nightclub anymore; in fact, it's been a while since I went out 'hunting for men' and I prefer to meet with old good friends.
KIss
Aura
@Mibelayze I do know what you mean I've never really been been one for FWB. I like waking up to the person I've spent the night with having that emotional feeling. It feels good to me if I don't have it I feel good but empty inside and that I don't care for. I will admit as you get older it gets much harder to find that one person you want to spend quality time with.
@MrRareity
Well, I have my husband, who is the man of my life, and all the moments with him are quality ones. But I also enjoy having a lover, and sex with strangers from time to time, though less often lately.
@Mibelayze do you mind if I send you an email?
@MrRareity
I am affraid the system Aff prevents for sending email addresses but I have no problems, of course.
I hear ya, the mistakes of our youth smh.
yes, Youth divine treasure !
Gorgeous
Thank you for the compliments 😘💋
@Mibelayze I could lick my way to your heart 👅🍑
@Captaingingerman
Hmmmm---- of course! please do it!
Aura
@Mibelayze my favorite activity. Fuck my face until you faint from Cumming and I will wake you with a throbbing cock knocking at your door
@Mibelayze I can taste you from here👅👅👅
Beautiful,and sexy then and still amazingly sexy Aura x.
Hi Dave, thank you for the compliments 😃
Aura
So FUCKING SEXY!!! 😍🔥🤩😜🥰😁😊🤪😉😘😋😈🍆💦💦💦💦💦💦🤤🤤
Aura
Such stunning and beautiful portraits. They capture your raw beauty, sensuality and energy perfectly. 🤩
Thank you very much for the compliments. The merit is of the photographer, Diego was (and is) a very good one, and really a good guy too.
Kiss
Aura